I'm just so tired. I'd like to think that I just have not gotten enough sleep since the trip, but I'm afraid that's not it. I could blame it on emotional exhaustion. I felt fine until the biopsy. I had not one cough before then. If not for the wheeze, you'd never know anything was wrong. But not now. I'm coughing and I'm tired. I feel self-conscious at work when I cough, like everyone's thinking "poor thing" because they know. Most probably do know at this point, I really haven't hidden it. I feel it in my chest. I feel like I went out to a smoky bar with the girls last night and had too many cigarettes for the first time in a long time and now I'm suffering the consequences of that day after cough and tickle. I want this over with. I want to know when they're taking it out and I want to get through my recovery period and get back to work. I hate being in limbo. I hate not being able to do anything about it but wait. I hate being so tired.